I have amazing news.

Yes, truly amazing news.

All of you are going to go all -jaw drops- on me.

Oh yes trust me you will.

Okay, here's the good news.

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IM GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Must be one of THE WORST day of my life because Roy... I decided to go back out with him. For a while, he made me happy. I had really strong feelings for him. Then he fucking comes over here today, hugs me, /kisses me/, and tells me "Now, i have never cheated on you, and i do still love you dont get me wrong, but i think that we should break up... for a little while." i was Shocked. Then, i found out that the Reasons why were, im over friendly, im too much like his mom, and that i tell heather everything. WHAT THE HELL KIND OF REASONS ARE THAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Absolutely nothing to do. I want to rip CJ to pieces. He has gone way too far this time. And so has Roy. He might as well go fall of the Golden Gate Bridge for all i care. Yes i know, i am very violent minded. But i cant help it when im so bored i have nothing better to do than to think about what makes me MAD and then that makes me MADDER or it gets me depressed and -groans- its just way too muuuuch!!!